Life hurts more than death sometimes

"Don't drink much at the party" she told me before I left, she always complained that whisky, vodka and rum were more close to him. I always came home late, hardly ate at home couldn't see the smiling faces of my kids their laughter, their mischief was a mystery for me so I decided to return sober home.
The party started and my thought was adamant about not having hard liquor and bounced on soft drinks instead my friends were surprised that liquor was my enemy tonight and their comments came flying by me but i didn't care the only thing revolving in my mind was finally seeing my kids giggling after so many days, rest everything was just a fancy treat which will end up in no time. The party went wild but it was me who choose to be on the calm side with my kebab platter and soft drink, finally the party ended and it was an hour pass prime it made me rush out in hurry as two angels were waiting for me. 
I just wanted to reach home and feel the heaven live, while waiting for the cab in my sight came two orphans on the footpath the elder brother with sister in one hand and in the other the food that could kill their hunger tonight. Suddenly saw a car rushing like a wild bull ragging towards them. I guess the driver was portraying me by drinking too much which he couldn't handle, the car had the kids on the radar for a moment my children's face blushed in front of my eyes and within no time made a jump to save them. The bumper hit me and now its me who is laying on the streets like a dead, for the first time it wasn't me who drank still its me laying on the death bed. The real tragedy was not the death but the regret of not feeling the warmth and laughter of my kids eagerly waiting for me at home the real lesson was learnt after a loss of vitality.

Rains

It's been raining since last night

like it never rained before.

I use to get wet when it drizzled 

but that day was different,

was it the water or her hands so cold

which made me quiver and kept me 

wanting for more.

As the rains made every creature sigh.

my heart pounded and the beats went high

I so wish to be with you when it rains, 

I want to forget all my pains

Let's go back to the stars

Shimmering lights
a sky full of star's
saw you beside me like a
as you embraced my scars.

The eyes got struck
my temple trembled
your features were so attractive,
it felt like my wish was granted by a
falling star.

You and I went so far,
no looking back even if the 

the world falls apart.

I am still looking in your eyes
and I am whispering you
calmly

Let's get back to the stars!

Retain your life

How many of us have actually
thought about your life.

How it will be?
Are you going to be rich
or you'll be struggling for your bread.

Are you going to be healthy like a
dark horse or will be doing a fistfight with the death reaper. 

Are you going to be a body
with too many emotions or a corpse
with a clear rumination.

Are you going to be a free bird in the
sky or just an entertainer, entertaining
the guest!

Life is big, so forget about such pests.
Retain life and try everything possible
to make it the best!